THURSDAY NIGHT:  I didn't sleep out, but rather at two co-workers apartment, who rent.  One is Ms. Dappne's daughter, Sidney, and the other is her best friend, whose name, I dont know how to spell right now....  So that was cool.  I enjoyed my nice hot shower, and watched Flavor of Love until about 3 in the morning.  Old habits die hard apparently.  So, thank them for pulling that off and helping me out, it was greatly appreciated!!!

FRIDAY:  Tired like crazy, but I went to work,  Friday night, I got to sleep out again.  Twice on Friday, I was stopped by security guards, just 'curious' as to why I was out.  It is all good though, Honestly, I am getting a bit used to this lifestyle.  I am not, however, getting used to mosquitoes.  Friday night, I was recruited into work, as they were short handed.  They were shorthanded that day too, so I dont know what the deal is with that.  I worked until two am, which leads me right into Saturday.

SATURDAY:  Saturday, I was supposed to be to work at 11, and made it to work at 11.  I was tired, very tired, infact I missed my girlfriends call.  Sorry about that SumSum, but I tried.  Nothing eventful happened at work, or on the campsite.  I have noticed I am growing more and more used to all of this.  I hated it at first, but now, it really is not that bad.  You need to adjust to it though, its not all easy, or fun, but there is a certain respect to be said about things you work for.  In this case, there is a lot to be said.

SUNDAY:  I was tired, thus skipped the church offer, given to me on Tuesday.  Thought it was an interesting church, It is not the type of place I am really used to, or that particular style of worship.  I have to admit though, since being here, there has been an overwhelming 'enlightening' experience, where I tend to understand things a bit more fully.  Perhaps its the less distraction of television, or internet.  Perhaps its the fact I have plenty of time to think and analize things.  Whatever the purpose, I have come to realize I am ment to be here, though unsure fully why yet.  And although, I do not believe Jesus was the Son of God, I do believe that God, himself exists...  Some things are just too hard to explain any other way.

MONDAY:  This seems like a sobering day so far, I am a bit tired, but happy to be awake.  I need to go to work in 10 minutes, so that kind of sucks, because I know I will do the exact same thing as I always do.  I hope something changes.  I feel good though...  really good.  Then again, maybe not too good, a bird built a nest in a pair of shorts I had hanging up overnight !